Bad Week

I haven't been doing so well since I've returned back to school. I've had two days of depression, one where I just cried all day. I hate this so much and sometimes it just feels so fucking unfair. It makes me want to give up. So right now I'm lying in bed. I can't move. I tried to go shower earlier but I couldn't bring myself to follow through. I haven't eaten. I just want to be all alone. I am engulfed and I hate it. But it feels like there is no other way.